Good job, fair pay, improving social life. Good job, fair pay, loneliness. No savings. Dead end.
It was on a sunny spring afternoon that I decided to quit, leave my comfortable life and start the mission. The heavy smoke of the shisha was fading my ability to think clearly, but I was tired of the limbo. I wanted things to change. My life, however successful on paper, has come to a dead end. I was depressed. My friends were not satisfying my intellectual needs and I didnt earn enough to accept the pensioner lifestyle I adopted. I had no girlfriend, not even in sight.
I was truly seeking my will: the compass within to guide and advise. To no avail.